i miss singing to You.


and sometimes i forget, dangerously.
the things that define me.
that of which i encompass.
failure to internalize.
what has gone and past.
what sells out and what leaves surplus.
invidious connections' strong salvation.
amnesia.
requires but a remedy.
but sometimes i forget, dangerously.


how do you treasure something so intangible.
one word.
effort.


tuesdays with morrie.
as every sentence went by.
i remembered the words you said.
the conflicting words you said.
the words that opened up what otherwise could've been locked away in my perpetuity.
how candid you were.
how different, special to me you were.
and now it seems i've lost that.
i'll never forget how you cried that last phonecall.
i didnt tear because morrie passed away.
i teared because i thought of you again.


i never know what you see
but there's something in
the way you look at me
please look for me, come what may
if i should lose my way.

perfection at 5:56 AM